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We all probably listened to Five Iron Frenzy and Jars of Clay growing up - and went to Creation - and get it.

In December 2014, I wrote a post. 
In it - I shared how much I wanted to give up.
To be honest, really honest, I don't even recall what I was going through at the time.
(And that alone is a hopeful reminder, that despite our current situations - eventually, we overcome them - and surpass all).

I digress.

I used to be really amazing at this thing called going to church.
My 2 oldest children - no matter my circumstances - never spent a Sunday with me where they didn't attend church. Ever!

The last time I went to church (other than I believe Easter this year when I visited my mother) - or my children went to church was November 1, 2015. 

I don't know what happened. I don't know why my heart feared church - or why suddenly come Sunday's the anxiety within me somehow becomes far too much.

Well.. I do know what happened - and I let it happen. And it's not okay.
I let a human take away my ability to love the one thing I have always loved - Jesus Christ.

I have , from …